angelic

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I need to get to know myself better these days.

My thoughts, my desires, my aspirations, my dreams, my ideas. I’ve stowed them away so I could focus on paying rent, paying my loans, being more than competent as my job in being an assistant teacher—it’s been all about money these past 3 to 9 months. 

All I wanted was money to live in the city and now I have a great roommate, a place to live in the city, and can meagerly pay my bills.  I am glad I didn’t get that high-paying job because my hours would have led to me having no life and being stuck in a job that I wouldn’t want to do for long-term.  Soon my afternoons will be free. I can volunteer, apply for internships or even apprenticeships.  I can dabble here and there… I’ll have freedom to choose.  I just need to motivate myself and get over the fear of rejection.  If it’s meant to be, it will be. And if I really fucking want it. I will try again for infinity and beyond.

Time to research and write in the sun.  Spring is here, time for some changes. More me time, more friend time, and more time set aside to pursue what I truly want out of life.

Filed under time to get real get serious my life the world is my fucking oyster